[Note from Frolic: We’re so excited to welcome poet Shrutee Choudhary back to the site. She’s sharing more of her breathtaking modern love poems with us!]
1
I took a shower tonight
in the spotlight
of moonbeams
and it so happened
that the wind mimicked
your heavy breathing
a split second before
your kisses landed
upon my mouth
stars began to drip
like water
running down
my body
your fingertips traced
my spine
my eyes remained closed
meanwhile
and I could not tell
where the night ended
and you began.
2
the garden in my body
to me
you were the split-second
moment, that decided
whether the next one
would end up in relief or
in the arms of a tragedy
so the day I embraced you
it meant that I was okay
with choosing
either life or death
in a split-second
and to me, that was
the very definition of
falling in love.
i hate how i know about
romeo and juliet
but not about a million
other love stories that
never got documented
for ending without
an end
so if i could, i would
write a book of
unfinished poems
of concrete beginnings
consumed by quicksand
of messages in bottles
never making it to land.
3
five thoughts by the window
1) a day is two years long
on mercury
i think that time might be
grinding to a halt here
on earth too
because a day without you
is a lifetime gone to waste.
2) a single mug sits in my sink
a lot longer than two mugs. because
you are not here to do the dishes with.
such an ordinary thing
turns into a monumental thing
to miss.
3) maybe the love i hold for you
cannot be contained in a vessel
it is as seamless and old as
the Universe itself, just as eternal.
4) i sound like a madwoman
when i write poems about love
but if i hadn’t been so crazy,
i would never have experienced
love.
5) there are so many lulls now
if only you were here
to make love to —
there would’ve been, a storm.