[Note from Frolic: We’re so excited to welcome poet Shrutee Choudhary back to the site. She’s sharing more of her breathtaking poetry with us!]
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1. I keep the curtains drawn so that way, I could be anywhere in the world. my imagination holds my reality’s hand in this bedroom, and I teleport.Â
I sip on macchiato after devouring the best pizza in a roadside café in Italy.Â
I watch Before Sunrise and walk the cobbled alleyways of Vienna.Â
every now and then, I slip away to the west village in New York, my emotions as diverse as the crowd there.Â
so far I’ve watched the northern lights, jumped off cliffs, hiked at countrysides. I’ve been everywhere in my mind, a variety of vibrant findsÂ
but each night, after a great new adventure, I clench my fists, I close my eyes shutÂ
and try really, really hard to end up next to you
and every time I end up right where I began, aloneÂ
lovelorn, as vacant as the other sideÂ
of my bed. my eyes puffed up just like your pillows, trying as hard as I can to remember you
but my mattress doesn’t dent from your weight anymore, only my heart seems to grow heavier.Â
the more you fade, the more I persuadeÂ
myself to hold ontoÂ
what is so clearly not mine anymore.Â
so I keep my curtains drawn, to try and forget that we belong to the same city but not to each otherÂ
I let my mind take me away to someplace new, as long as it’s a place that I haven’t been with you.
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2. I want you to know that I will wear your jacket, even if it reeksÂ
of seven yesterdays
to make something of you be something of mine
for days that you’re not aroundÂ
and I’m lost in time
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and I will ask the moon a favour, to lookout for you when I can’t do so myself
she owes me, you know, for hundredsÂ
of nights I’ve spent facing up, having our balcony camaraderie, through all of her phases
so she will help
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and if at all you decide to takeÂ
your favourite jacket away
if your hand decides toÂ
leave mine
if our love doesn’t liveÂ
to see another day
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I will borrowÂ
the darkest fold of the sky
drape myselfÂ
in its midnight blueÂ
land a seat right next to the moon
in the hopes to catch a glimpse of you.
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About the Author:
When I’m not busy being a goofball, I like to complicate my life for a living, so I can try and uncomplicate it with words.Â
I like to travel and make pictures. I’m also an actor, so I’m really all about the stories.Â
In poetic terms,Â
I’m the wormhole between reality and fiction
I’m the rhyme and the contradiction.Â
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